Monday, March 16, 2009 @ 6:17 AM
i feel guilty, i ease my conscience..by studying/doing my work.
it fades, and comes back again.
i have to make choices, it has to be right, or else..i have to bear all consequences..
& feel guilty, yet again.
Mon- lunch with ashlyn
(i'll be praying for u(: and your..stupid Beatty friends.. goodness.. i could slap them now! @)
Tues- still undecided.
(depends if Sam's gg or not)
Wed- off to Clare's house with e rest
(guitar hero time- booyah baby!~)
Thurs- ?
Fri- ?
Sat- ?
Sun- ?
SIGH.
i feel so..
more of..neither here nor there.
ANNOYING..bio stuff left to do.
ive dragged on..not doing them..cos i din feel like it.
i mean like..
sigh.
ok
nvm
bluest eye left..
chem notes left..
stupid math.
suddenly i need god more than ever now.
sigh.
help me.
my poor ah ma..shes in some hospice
called..ren ci charity..sth?
sigh..she has been transferred to ren ci tday..from TTS hospital..cos it was so damn ex..
cos she stayed for quite a long time..
and i visited her this morning..with my daddy..and my po po(:
she has to stay for bout 1 month more..cos..of her stronger med. schedules..
sighs..
shes so tiny now..
her legs are stick thin.
like seriously.
sigh.
lord..pls help her.
ppl really get more sicknesses/diseases..once theyre old..
haha...
deb still wants to be assinated by 3o plus or sth..im sure.
ARGH.
reply u idiot.
so annoying.
hurry lah.
AND U!
PLS SHUDDUP.
i dun feel like tokin to u.
back off..and go away.
disappear forever..
haha.
iwish.
bloody annoying u noe.
qu si ba!